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Recently a student raised a concern. When she realized that she had based her value on her relationship to husband, children and that career had always been a secondary consideration, forgiving herself for that belief was empowering. She realized that the reason she embraced that life for so long was because that is how she knew herself, that is how she learned to be "herself." Now, she was caught in the tragedy of "wasting all that time." She was angry all over again. My first response was to continue to follow the energy and unfold the next self-forgiveness, or realization of a false belief. I stopped. There was a small geometric form on the left side of her head and behind her ear. An implant? Implants increasingly appear during the balancings. They clear by consciously naming them to the client, touching them and witnessing, pushing them out or dissolving them with the Light, or some combination. In this case, I told her to hold that thought, walked over to her and touched the implant. The light dissolved it on contact. She took a deep breath and felt a freeing up through her head and chest. Her reality was instantly different. She experienced a sense of freedom and neutrality toward the great "crime against her womenhood." She was no longer perceptually locked into its imprint. Her identification with tragedy instantly became "a her watching a movie about tragedy." The implant locked her perception so that her fulfillment would always be limited by something. "Even if I am free now, I lost those years and can never compensate for them." That continued the reality even though she had healed her personal judgments about herself.

Examples such as this are arising more frequently. I grew up with the image that spiritual reality was a divine conflict between good and evil. This is an overlay that we place onto our experience as a way to make meaning. The nature of good and evil is illusive, changeable as we change. In our mythology, this war began when rebellious angels believed that they were the source and had no need to rely on anything greater than themselves.

We are always supported in our choice. That is the nature of unconditional love. However, there is a law of consequence. The a-priori movement of unconditional love contains a preference for us to return home, to fulfill our nature in love, grace and wholeness. Ah, the treacheries of free will. We forgot our Divine partnership. Our axis of power reversed, and we were no longer anchored in unconditional love, and with it, the loss of unlimited access to living energy. The Fall meant that we must dominate and take energy and resources from others in order to live. The commitment to this act decreed that our resources would be limited to that which was already invested in creation. That is, if we persisted. I concluded then that to engage in conflict, to win by being against, would ultimately create a lose/lose situation. Light battling dark would leave the winner with yet another source of energy. The shadow of this is that the new source was not renewable. The spoils of conquest, spoil. In a sense, the victor would already be dead.

I am convinced that we are in an end time and that we live in a world that is playing out ancient dramas. My client became neutral to the conflict with the removal of an implant that she did not create. She may have allowed it or promoted it by falling out of her own grace, but that would have been millennia ago and so entangled with who did what to who, that we may never find the release button by digging for yet one more belief to forgive. Removing her implant changed her relationship to reality such that she was no longer in the "againstness game." Her case is not a stand alone example. My conclusion is that "once upon a time" somebody discovered that they could create more resources by placing a program in the genetic morphogenic field of humanity that limited their perception to the realm of duality. Some of us inherit it more than others. All of us have to break the spell.

Consider this: As we participate in the drama of this time, we seek grace, enlightenment, going home, spiritual power, liberation. You name it. This sounds like a good thing. The market place is bustling. Who would consciously choose evil. Who would consciously choose to permanently be a "fallen angel." By now we should know that things are often not as they seem. What if, the cause of Light against dark, as played out in an adversarial format, is actually a turf war between dark and more dark? I suggest that there is an imposter running through all of this that cajoles the fundamentalist, New Agers and ascensionists all the same. I've heard that many calamities have been averted that were prophesied because of the great light work that we have all done. Makes you feel good. I think that it is true. The way I am framing this to myself, in terms of this writing, is that more people are choosing out of the practice of defining themselves as being the movie, and aligning with source as witnesses to the movie. The drama plays on.

The deception is more than our limiting beliefs. The deception is deeper into the geometry of our consciousness in a way that predisposes us to perceive and choose in terms of duality. What causes us to like limited and anti-Divine Self beliefs? Through sacred geometry we can understand the spiritual physics that is the underpinning of noetic field balancing. As we include the deeper understanding of sacred geometry and spiritual physics in our balancing practice, we enter more directly into multidimensional aspects of the drama. As the potential for impact increases so does the subtlety of deception. As my experience deepens, I look for helpful information in the market place. There are several Ascension, DNA activation, and Merkaba activation teachings that claim that they are the highest teaching. They all say that they lead to Christ consciousness. Some are more or less aligned with a force they call Metatron. Evidently Metatron is part of an even more ancient "fallen angel" drama. In my query, I've come to more deeply appreciate my years with John-Roger and Sound Current practices. The initiation into the Sound Current provides me with a way to make mature choices.

Whether or not you are involved in ascension or light body practices, at some point your clients will be. For that reason, the following presents guidelines for discerning truth from imposter. One popular source is the Flower of Life teachings. I enjoyed the material on the Flower of Life because there is evidence that it is a strong lineage from Atlantis, through Egypt, into modern times. Various modern teachers claim that a visit by Thoth, or ancient Atlantis and Egypt, gave them these teachings. As I began to explore the implication of the technique for activating the merkaba, something didn't feel right. During my sound current practice I began to observe the spiraling energy and the activation of the merkaba. It was simple, the energy spiral down from above my head in a clock wise pattern and rotated counter clockwise as it came up from beneath my feet. It was a way of breathing light through the heart-beat of chanting. As a consequence, when I introduced merkaba activation in the mystery school class, I did so by asking the High Self to direct the spin and speed of the activation. Actually, the merkaba awakens naturally as we clear the blocks and miasms from the aura and noetic field.

If this is new for you, the merkaba is symbolized by two interlaced triangles as shown in the Star of David. The three dimensional form of this is a star tetrahedron, which are two interlaced tetrahedrons. For simplicity, our physical body in held within the star tetrahedron. Activation is referring to spinning the tetrahedrons as a means of activation. An activated merkaba enhances the communication of light, while interfacing the physical body, DNA and meridians within the spirit bodies inter-dimensional template.

I had an epiphany about my hesitation to the Flower of Life technique while watching a DVD from Azurite Press. The speaker, Asianna Diane, demonstrated how, when the upper and lower tetrahedron spin in tandem, the force field created competes with our direct connection to source and promotes a "fallen angel" approach to merkaba mechanics. My experience with the sound current was that it competed with the flow and rhythm of the living light as it pulsated through my field.

I know some of you have studied the flower of life material and others have participated in an Aucturian activation merkaba technique using two nested cylinders. According to some practitioners, this bridges the participant into a Metatronic domain. I encourage caution with both of these techniques. Using your physical body as a reference, the guideline is that any activation technique that spins the upper and lower vortex in the same direction is competitive with noetic field therapy as I understand it. To strengthen the alignment with source, the upper vortex spins clockwise and the lower vortex spins counter clockwise. This is very simplistic, and a good guideline.

The Flower of Life material teaches a circular breathing technique. There is a central column of light the passes through our physical body vertically. We experience this channel as our center and it is what activates when we experience alignment in the noetic field balancing. Circular breathing brings energy in from the top and bottom of the channel merging it in the heart center regardless of whether you are breathing in or out. When I tried this is kicked back inside of me, like it was breaking something. When you breathe in air, you breathe in light. When you exhale, you exhale light. I find it helpful to breath in light on my inhale, condensing the above and below in my heart, then breathing it out through my body and space. I call it rhythmic light breathing. Briefly, the imposter techniques lock you into the wars of duality at an even deeper level than the implant I discussed earlier. The mission of Noetic field balancing is to assist ourselves and others to integrate with source and use living light and love to fulfill our nature and live in Grace.

I know some of you don't feel attracted to the MSIA. That's fine. If you change your mind the web URL is: MSIA.org. A complementary source of new information that I find compatible with my experience and background can be found on the web at: azuritepress.com. They offer a comprehensive understanding of healing through sacred geometry. I have been helped greatly by some of their techniques. Their cosmology is somewhat complex; however, the parts I can grasp are very illuminating. More about this at the Advanced NFT class in October. God Bless.

©Copyright, Robert D. Waterman,2005